Words~ Feeling~

Another month has come n passed....Its already Mid of February..

Valentine day has passed~

Although I was with you, You are in front of me..watching the tears come out from your eyes..

My heart still doubting those emotions that I could feel from you..

The wound never been healed, they are not scars...They bleed everyday...

Forgiving You is really hard for me..I doubt and feel suspicious everyday..

Jealousy always around me....Im tired my dear..

Im always2 wondering if our  relationship can last any longer..if our relationship can work out anymore..

I miss the old time where I had my confidence over our relationship...but now even You said that you love me..Im doubt the truth behind those words...

Although I already told you on what I feels about us..I still feel like is useless..

Since like you dont get it...

Deep in my heart..I know crying everyday is not the solution...yes~ Im have been thinking to leave you to solve this problem..but I never can do that...There so much memory between us...been thinking and praying everyday...hoping this will end soon before its too late...

I wish I could held your hand as long as I can...

Giving both of us another chance..

Truly hoping that you will not wasting the chance that I have given to you..