Today I want to share with you my thought regarding this..ABORTION~

 In medical terms, 

ABORTION is a procedure to end a pregnancy. It uses medicine or surgery to remove the embryo or fetus and placenta from the uterus. This procedure is done by a licensed health care professional.

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As a woman.. I'm know what is the feeling when your BF asking for your virginity. But before doing it,think carefully,it is worth for you to give your precious crown to him? Think about the outcome,good and bad one..the effect on yourself,your relationship,himself and your family.

Most of the woman not willing to do it. They never realized that when the sperm and ovum combine,the love towards the child is started growing. Each day growing stronger and stronger.  But when the child came out to this world,the mother (single)  often afraid of the presence of the child. They making their decision to abandon the child.

For me,a child is an angel..a light to our world..our life..
They are so naive.they don't know anything..
Their innocent smile always remind me that we (grown up) are so much stress..we should  always stay like a baby...
As for me.I strongly against ABORTION..

Just 2 days ago,It was my 1st anniversary with him..

We have been together for a year..

In a year,that's a lot of things happen to us,

Up & Down..

Good & Bad...

Happy & Sad...

First time I saw him,It was at JPN Tawau..

There a lot of people was inside that big room..

But since I stepped into that room..

My eyes sets on him..

I don't realize that from that very moment,

My heart was fallen for him..

Denying keep happen to me during the process knowing him as friend..

Until that incident,I realize I could not lose him..

I cant afford to lose him..

I fall in love with this guy..

I wish I could hold his hands forever...

Although sometimes he will act childishly,King control...

Over protective...

I know everything that he do is to protect me and love me...

I feel very blessed having him as my BF...

May God bless my relationship with him...

Huby!

TQ so much for loving me as what I am..

I know Im not beatiful or cute like other girls out there..

I know Im too sensitive and sometime Im just too harsh on you...

But you still there..

TQ for loving me and Joanna...

I promise I wouldn't let you go again unless You push me away... 

Lastly~ 

I  ❤ U..MANNEO MARCUS

Sincerely.

Your GF....Laura Cho

Im stuck when I saw u..

I want to move on,leave u behind,

And get a better future for me..

But.............Im stuck..

This feeling torture me,

Im suffering....

After all consideration....

Im thinking 2 give us 2 weeks time...

After 2 weeks,

If the problem does not solve yet..

No matter how great the pain is,

I will move on...

To a brighter future...

Last chance~ 4 u my dear~

The last time for u to make up ur mind..

This happen to me n her..All because of your selfishness..

You know this will hurt both of us..

Yet u doing it...

Hoping u will read this post *cross my finger*

After what u have done to me....

I still can put on the smile because I know JESUS is with me..

Another month has come n passed....Its already Mid of February..

Valentine day has passed~

Although I was with you, You are in front of me..watching the tears come out from your eyes..

My heart still doubting those emotions that I could feel from you..

The wound never been healed, they are not scars...They bleed everyday...

Forgiving You is really hard for me..I doubt and feel suspicious everyday..

Jealousy always around me....Im tired my dear..

Im always2 wondering if our  relationship can last any longer..if our relationship can work out anymore..

I miss the old time where I had my confidence over our relationship...but now even You said that you love me..Im doubt the truth behind those words...

Although I already told you on what I feels about us..I still feel like is useless..

Since like you dont get it...

Deep in my heart..I know crying everyday is not the solution...yes~ Im have been thinking to leave you to solve this problem..but I never can do that...There so much memory between us...been thinking and praying everyday...hoping this will end soon before its too late...

I wish I could held your hand as long as I can...

Giving both of us another chance..

Truly hoping that you will not wasting the chance that I have given to you..

2013, bad starting, but I know as time goes on, slowly It will change.
I just need to be patient and stronger..

2012..It teach me a lot of thing
I need to become stronger in order to survive in this world..
Im become more mature..
Rational and responsible.

In the month of November n December,
Jesus put me on test..I fall down,hurt myself,
It was painful..
De most beatiful experience but yet terrifying me
He also gave me de most wonderful thing in my life..
Im know I cant surrender..I have to pass this test..
A man told me this
"When U feel n thought u in pain.remember that Jesus suffered even more when He carry His cross to the Golgota, He suffered the largest pain for us"
And I keep those words in my heart.keep praying n asking strength to moving on from Him
My heart feel more stronger n calm every time after my prayer.
I almost forget prayer is one of the sources of healing.

Althought I started my 2013 so badly, I have confidence that I can overcome it

"Jesus always walk with side by side,He never leave us. He is our best friend"
By keeping those in my mind..I know I will doing better and better...

2MOROW IS WEEKEND PEEPZ..N IM ♥♥ IT...
Heloo...hye~~
Last monday I cut my fringe or bangs..N I totally in ♥♥ with this cutting..
It makes my face look smaller..in fact I think this kind of hair cut make me look more chubby..
So dis is de look..

Im sorry dis pic kinda blur..Dis picture taken using my webcam...aiyo~ is not very clear..
So this is how I look like for now..
As u ol know, hairstyle n hair colour can make a huge difference on our appearance..
A lighter colour of hair may brighten up ur complexion n making u appear more younger than u supposed to be...
Since I never dyed my hair other than dark brown so I cant show u..
But other than hair colour our hairstyle n haircut also affect our appearance..
This is the prove..

So that are my 2 take..my fav pic when Im having bob hair cutting...What u think abt this look?
N here my another 2 take on my long2 hair...

Im sorry 4 de 1st pic on my long hair..that oily face...ugly..but still cute ryte?? Kikiki~~
When compare the 3 look dat I have shows u..wat u guys think of it??
Im looking forward on wat u  think about it..
Just comment below dis post..I will reply u guys..
So GTG now..
Enough 4 dis sntry..
Till de next post..BYE~ N HAVE A NICE WEEKEND~ ^^

With ♥♥, 
LAURA CHRISTAIDEN

Saturday..Saturday..Its saturday peepz~~
Mud raised 2 de top..kikkiki~~ So this is a quick entry about the Giveaway by Bunnyful Days.♥
I in love with dis blog..She was super super cute..n her blog also..cute..pink in colour..
I was following her blog was quite a long tym..hmm..
So She hosted her first blog give away..so Ppl go n joined her giveaway...
A peek of the gifts

So this is the link~~ My First Giveaway..
Hoping dat I could win this Giveaway~~

Hai...Im sorry 4 being M.I.A 4 quite a while..n still wnt 2 say TQ cz still reading my blog...

I was like super super busy with my practical session at hospital..Its getting buzy n more buzy 2ward de end of our practical session...but still I enjoy doing those work..n yet still feel like dont want 2 end our practical at Hospital so fast..

So enough...this is wat happen to me during de tym when Im in MIA state..

Last week was my horrible week..where I accidentaly broke my ATM card into half...Im juz so stupid..

so I decided quickly change my ATM card at Keningau last friday...n stay at wit my aunt spending my weekend wit them..

Smehow I thinking abt de matter that have been spoken lately in our family..It kinda personal 2 me..

I want 2 spoke out my mind 2 my family but still I dont want my aunts n uncles tinking dat I was rude to them..

Wat I supposed 2 do?? Haizz~~ Feel like Im was useless when tinking abt dis..I was really hope they can solve dis problem ASAP...

Enough 4 2day~~ update 2morow...

p/s: 2morow will post smetink interesting~~

Hola peepz? How r u?? Im sorry 4 taking so much tym 2 updating my blog..

2day is my 1st day wrking since last week is Holiday in Malaysia..

Spending my weekend wit my beloved aunt n cousins n also my Smurfboy..(Im sorry 4 not upload de picture of us)
Having so much fun till I feel like dont wnt 2 wrking anymore but still I force myself taking my responsibilities as a student...kikikiki~~ 
So 2day I woke up earlier than usual but still it doesnt mean that I really want 2 go 2 wrking..
4 ur information,I was working at Hospital Pharmacy as trainee..Our routine as a student is to wrking 2gather with the staff and learning at a same time..
4 2day my duty was at the Inpatient Pharmacy which responsible 2 supply medicine 2 the Patient who was admitted to the ward...supposed be the Medicine trolley to be send to Pharmacy b4 9.00am (Malysia Time)..but 2day they send their trolley at 12.00pm n...haizzz...
OMG!! Im totally PANICKED at that time..wrking my ass out 2 count de medicine fastest I can so we can supply the medicine before the Inpatient Pharmacy rest at 1.00pm...
While I was buzy supplying de medicine..suddenly I got smetink interesting which I found inside de Medicine Bin

Found this medicine in patient medicine bin..I was thinking dat this medicine should not be there..cz If im not mistaken any drug that being sale in Malaysia it should have some code which start from MAL and followed by some number..This is one of the method which we can use to identify the authenticity of de drug...only applicable in Malaysia.....
So I and the Pharmacist taking the medicine and throw it..im juz hoping de patient will not find the medicine which may making his or her condition more worse..I think enough 4 2day..I was too tred since 2day Pharmacy is kinda shortage of staff...so my friend n I helping them..
I think enough 4 2day...bla bla bla too much oledi..stay healthy bloggers~~

p/s:missing my smurfboy~~

With Love,

Laura Christaiden

Hye every1..

By seeing the title of de post...I knows dat U ol have pictures on wat I will posted 2nyte(according Malaysian time)..

Sometym its piss me off I mean de feeling..

But yet Im still hoping dat I still can feel LOVE from every1..

It heals me a lot when I was down.

How cruel de love it is..It can bring so much healing but yet still can bring so much damage in our heart..

Haizz..Cant deny dat every love story teach us different tinks make us grow even more..but when it comes 2 breakup or breaking apart definitely will torture us mentally n physically..Some ppl out there whose not strong enouh 2 handle this tnk...wil hurt themself by craving the name of their couples on their skin (2 release stress)...Under a long period of tym tis tink will bring effect mentally even deep than before..

So I suggest 2 ol the ppl out there..please n please luv urself more than other ppl..cz only U r de 1 who knows urself better...

Enough 4 2nyte..Im bla bla bla 2 much Oledi...

With Love,

Laura Christaiden 

Hye2x peepz~~ How r u ol?

Gong Xi Fa Cai 2 ol of u readers..especially 2 chinese readers 

(If I got 1)..kikiki~~

This entry juz a blah2x..blah2x tink..Notink special..

Only dat I want 2 announce dat I will be using english as my main languange 4 my every entry since some of my follower are not Malaysians.. 

These few days I found some Malaysians Blogger who keep posting very interesting topic..So I might want 2 promote their blog at my blog and at my FB..

4 dat I got a lot of tinks 2 do...I need their permision..since Im not a very active in blogger but still hoping dat I can share these good things wit ol of u out there especially to women...

So plez be patiently waiting 4 dat..^^

Lastly from me..

Gong Xi Fa Cai n Have a prosperous 2012

Hye2x!! Hye2x!! Its SUNDAY peepz~~ Happy Weekend 2 u ol...So entry kli nie nw share my thought on Jason Mraz song--I wont give up...

Nie lgu Lala decicated 2 ol the readers n the ppl out there...

Lyrics lgu nie sangat menyentuh hati laaa...SANGAT2X suka lgu nie...

Enjoy de song! ^^

JASON MRAZ--I WONT GIVE UP

"I Won't Give Up"

Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

I know..i know its too late 2 wish u ol happy new year...but i really want 2 wish ol my reader happy new year...So...HAPPY NEW YEAR..WISH U ALL HAVE A PROSPEROUS AND PEACEFUL 2012 SINCERELY FROM ME

Kikiki~ starting to losing my  words..as we ol know when its comes 2 anew year..everyone starting to make their prediction or set up target 4 2012...N I? Was included in this group of people...I truly want 2 change myself  in2 a brand new person but not losing the essence of LAURA..wakakka~~ 

Juz a month b4..I had this amazing gift given by God..I really happy..TThank U God coz U hear my prayer all the tym..Thank You..n I promise I will take care n love this gifts wit ol my faith n love that I had..

I wont 4get that I also want 2 lose some weight b4 I get too much fat to show up on my face and my body...I juz want to get myself grow more healthier in 2012..I also want to let my hair grow longer than last year..make more new friends diz year..

Lost my words oledi..kikiki~~ basically datz wat on my mind..which is mean it need to fullfill b4 diz 2012 reach the end...GIVEAWAY FROM ME..picca taken at my KG..kikikki~~

Lma ny dh x updte nie blog....berhbuk gila2 dh nie...

Lala bru hbiz practical d Hospital Ranau..

Sdihnya berpisah ma drang...

Nnt Lala upload 2 gmbr2 k..

My life turned into 360 degree...

My life now more focus into my study n my work rather than focusing into LOVE..

But i cant deny dat I want a BF kikiki~~

Sjak d cni..2 la yg terjdi..Lala jdi chubby..

Kikiki~~ 

GTG..lter will upload u de newest news abt me..

 Hye kwn2....Lma dh update nie blog..barangkali nie blog berlabah labah dh...

Hhehheh~~ Skang Lala dh 2 bln dh d Ranau...Hostel Ranau sgt selesa wlupun suasana kg2 p sgt2 menenangkan fikiran Lala...

Nie la umh yg tersyg.. (sementara ja 2)

Umh nie ckit ja penghuni dia..yg terkini ada 8 urg ja kmi....so krg la prasaan tkut rogon (hantu) kikikkiki~~ Umh nie dkat ngan kuburan..klu urg yg penakut nie x dpt la dia tdur 2 mlm2..glap lgi..Yg pling Lala ska tiap pgi Lala bgn..mmg Lala nmpak dh Gunung Kinabalu ngn embun2 pgi ^^ so fresh..sdap mata memandang..kna lgi ngn angin2 sjuk awal pgi...fresh sgt...

Gunung Kinabalu at 7am..

Bt msa nie Lala bz sgt ngan keja..kerjo office hours..Nak bgn awal pgi 2 yg plink pyah la...sjuk bh Ranau jdi klu pgi2 dh 2 mc g sjuk2...syok nie tdur...P klu bkn kerna kerja..x la Lala maw bgn..p Lala taw 2 la realiti kn klu dh btul2 msuk alam perkerjaan....huhuhu~~

Kali nie entry nie smpi cni luk yaaa...

Nex tym Lala update g tntang Posting Lala yaaa....so c yaaa my follower ^^

Lma nya x update pa2 kat blog nie...bnyk dh sarang2 labah2 brtakung d blog nie...

Slma Lala x da updte blog ni..bnyk hal yg berlku.....

Ada yg happy..ada yg sedih jga laa...

Kwn2 yg ada follow Que Machimellow & Scha Ziela mst taw kn yg kmi dh kuar result...

Kputusan sia x la sebaik drang p at least sia x gagal....im proud of myself... 

Ok...sem nie mmg kmi ckit ja subjek kna blajar..p tkanan yg kmi hadapi jauh lbh bsar dri yg dlu2....

Kdang smpi Lala nagis sendiri...cz x than ngan pressure yg bertubi- tubi nie...

X pa....Lala mc ada urg yg believe in me...n ada urg yg slalu motivate sia..I luv u...

Mlaz nk cita2..p ada gmbr utk kmu...

Lala ada p Kinabalu park jlan2...

Kmi kn ada posting bln depan..then Lala kna d Ranau..so mcm Lala p tnguk tmpat Lala posting loh...hehehhe~~

Ingatkn Ranau nie sjuk..p bla Lala smpi sna....punya pnaz...ble itam Lala d sna...

Kinabalu Mountain taken from Kinabalu Park

Me wit my mum

Flower taken in Pine Resort



Mcm bunga palsu kn 2 bunga..but then is real taw...
I love Pine Resort..slo la 1 hri 2 Lala ada pluang honeymoon..Lala maw p sna honeymoon...Hhahahha~~
Nex..picca of Me

Natural Face of Me

Me in naughty face



T Lala updte g yaaa....Enjoy it

变 得 在 电 脑 前 的 我 ， 就 像 个 笨 小 孩 。 

不 知 道 如 何 述 说 现 在 的 心 情 。 

心 情 很 低 落 ， 

然 而 很 多 让 我 想 不 通 的 伤 心 事 就 在 这 时 候 变 清 楚。 

让 我 变 得 不 知 所 措 ， 让 我 变 更 确 定 我 不 是 你 最 爱 的 人 。 

你 的 出 馗 让 我 知 道 原 来 我 们 之 间 已 经 没 有 了 什 么 意 义 。 

你口 口 声声的 爱 我 ，但 你 从 来 没 想 过 我 真 真 的 感 受 是 什 么 。 

给 过 你 无 数 机 会 的 我 ， 原 谅 你 的 错 让 我 觉  的 自 己 真 的 太 笨 。 

是 时  候 让 自 己 离 开 你 。 

说 实 话 我对 自 己  没 信 心 是 否 能 离 开 你 ， 表 面 上 我 似 乎 坚 强 不 过 我 是 脆 弱 。 

但 如 果 我 没 离 开 你 我 确 定 你 还 会 伤 害 我 。

离 开 你 是 我  对 自 己 最 好 的 决 定 。 

1st of all..lala maw ckap joesonghabnida kpada folower2 lala..joesonghabnida...sbs lma dh lala x update nie blog yg hodoh nie...anyway..lala maw ucap kn annyeonghaseyo kpada kmu smua...
Hheheh~~ viruz korea nie dh kna tmpat lala dh..hheheh~~


Entry nie kli Lala maw share la antra2 knangan mniz lala d labuan bersma Crew Wahfm..lo nak chat ma drang..jm msuk kat cni..http://xat.com/WaaaaaaaaaFM
Kt c2 rmi urg 2 chat..smbil2 dgr lgu...luas genre lgu yg drang putarkn...dri urg putih..smpi la korea ma dusun...
So sna 2 kira intenational. laaa...Lala pun bru jga 2 d sna..p ska sgt d sna..x stress...ble cita pa2 jaaa..
Slma d sna....d Labuan bru lala taw n knal drang smua nie...


Lo kmu smua maw taw..Lala nie x prnh p mna2..p Labuan  ma Semnjung g lala x prnh p...at last Lala dpat jga menjejakn kaki d Labuan nie...hehheh~~ Hapy la jga....smapt jga join ma crew whfm p mnum2 enjoy2..jln...Hri 2 ttba pla owner Wahfm maw ajk jlan p Manikar 2...pntai...so jauh kn..x taw nk p sna..pksa la kmi smua sewa keta...tepon punya tepon..cri punya cri..last2 dpat jga laaa..prmpuan la bg sewa...
Lala ingat bla dpat keta 2..ada la knun myak...tah2,,dia bg pun dh maw hbiz..skit ati lala...eee~~ x maw dh sea ma dia service pun teruk..budu punya tauke 2..asyik2 ckap boz dia mrh la kunun...lo Lala x sbar dh..mmg lala mrg ja dia 2 d tpi jln..kc mlu dia...huhu~~ nsib Lala sbar jaa...


Uda 2 smua kmi jlan la ke sna..ole kerna sia adalah 1 1 nya prmpuan jdi...Lala photographer..nie la kunun gmbar drang...Crew Wahfm...

Bnyak g gmbar drang Lala smpan..p biar la nie ja Lala share..smpi sna..lawa pemandangan p mud down sgt..cz Lala bru sdar pereangai urg nie mmg len2..n Lala ingat lala ble sabar g..p enth laaaa...biar laaa....
sekian..entry kli nie...
T lala smbung g yaaa...

My look on dat day...

Sorry Guys...4 de late update....

Hehehhe~~

Lala bz 4 da whole 2 weekz..I got a lot of tink 2 be done in 1 tym....

Lala alone 2 da weekz..x da kwn nk join Lala p chuc...

N dis tink get obvious n obvious...

Huhuhuhu~~~

Lalal ckp mcm 2 sbb..

Last week Lala terserempak ma Maths Rival a.k.a my chuc fren.....Lan....

LAN..

D CP...

Dat tym Lan tgh jln ma awek laaa..

N my face look very sad.....x sdar pun yg mka Lala nmpak sdih kn......

Then we chit chat 4 a while....Lala mbka langkah la plg...

Tba2 fon berbunyi......ingat kn notification dri FB g......

Bla bka....tkejut Lala cz I got dat msj from Lan......He asked me some silly question...He does not realy know wat happen 2 me..p dia mcm taw2 nie..

Tkut Lala 2 cewek slh fhm taw....mka sdih bla trjmpa Lan jln ma cewek len..t dia fkir bkn2..ilang la chance c Lan...^^...

Anyway..bla Lala fkir btul2 kn....Lan is 1 of de frenz yg pling concern psal Lala....n He always giving me advce...I like Lan...p sbgi kwn ja ya....

Hhehhehe~~~